woman in the times of
kings and princess
are such in valour and strength
i cant help but to want to love one
they have such respect for their man
such faithfulness
addressing u by my lord. or my liege
i am at your humble bidings
do as u please
i will stay by my lords side
no matter waht.
it just lifts a man spirits so high
they think they are untouchable just with her at his side
they are dutiful and uncorrupted
so beautifully brought up
with slender legs rising to big hips
sloping to a small waist and up into the curves of their huge bossoms
an art no one cn surpass
afraid of none to oppose their love
they are strong
so strong
a pillar, backbones to the man they marry
no man cld do without one.
they make such a difference.
those times are over.
i only wish i was born then.
to experience life so wonderful.

dna cna be altered
oh god
they say that one day
ur child dont have to be left up to fate
they can make it male or female
just by altering their genes
taht is just wrong !
like shiriously
let god be god
never ever think u can surpass him

never
for u will only face failure and despair
as smart as these ppl are
they are as dumb as no one cld have thought so
Tsk

star crossed lovers.
they say we are not meant to be
cause the stars in the sky and the fashion that they are alined
i say if the futures drawn out
theres no point in living
i will give up my love
so that fate can have its way

if the stars say u cldnt love me
are u telling me that u wld listen?

is it over?
are u saying that u really listen?
the stars keep this fire.

i see no stars in the sky
i have no guide
i have no light
my faith is nowhere to be found

wore my adiRainbow today
first time ever went out with a beanie
as always i got stares
kenneth said akif! always in the limelight
haha wth?
cmon man i just dress differently. ;D

finny was sleeping
woke up saw me and said akif !
singapore snowing ah?
i laughed
i got to know she got scared
she really tot it was snowing

nabilah was the only person in school who siad she likes me beanie!
haha how cool. thenx eh. ;D

so yeah
im 18 now.
shalala
went to meet zee ais nicky tiara mira kane and this other chinese babe
got to know i waited outside of cwp for so long
coz they din contacgt me they reach liao
the hell
so went up
as usual ais tekken 6
the others were sitting
all thumbs up to my beanie !~
haha
so happy
then came tiara huggy!
shes such a sweety
been over a month since i last saw her
so after that went to get cranberry juice
coz adam was coming. with grey goose
went to lepak outside
adam came
yay !
haha
the goose was so fuck niceeeeeeeee,
u cant beat it. ;D
smooth as silk
haha
ooooh weeeeee~
then came the cake
zee kept asking tiara to feed me.
haha
so obvious shia
tiara ask me to bite the middle
i knew wad was coming and splat !
i was caked !
haha
sticky face
they bought 2
so i had the other one as food
got many hugs frm tiara
was nice
so tati-ed and fag-ed
then went off
mira was not in a good mood
but it was understandable
feel better babe !
lepak near jp with zee awhile. bought cheng tng !
then NJ called zee
talked to me for a bit.
she pronounce lepak as ler pak.
._.

no idea why shiaaaaaaa.
haha then walked home.
saw mats along the way. and minahs
eeeeeeew
ugly
go away plague !

got wishes frm many
thanx all!
appreciate it loads.
the day went well enough.
oooooh lala




i took the chance
i told you how i felt
god i was so happy
for it was requitted
i tried
as much as i could
to make you as happy as a bunny
i gave you funny
peculiarity
you were so happy
i was gratified

but lifes unfair
requitted it might be
betrayed i was
and now shes with typicality
i smiled at myself
and brushed it off
i did wad i could
wad more cld i expect
fates still fates.

after all ive been through
after loving you
ill never be the same again.
expect less ____y.
life goes on.

i roll on.

i LOVE huggys. gimme gimme. teddy bear wants more. xD

nothing seems right
boom my mind goes
it runs wild
it hurts

theyve been bickering
i feel so small
18 in a few weeks
and this is how i still am?
i feel so tied
so caged
as ppl ard are laughing
unsurplous
why?
coz the tot is just laughable
18
and ive gota be home by 10
18 and i still have to ask 2 days earlier before i can go out
now i say
isnt tht just wonderful
im worse than tht nerd over there
even he hangs out after 10
but still
there are others worse of then me
for that i am thankful
the worlds changed mum
dont let me get stuck on ur era
let me be on mine

tonight i burn
this feelings and thoughts of mine
ill let go
ill hang on nomore
if you want me to

tonight...ill burn.

i LOVE words. it expresses so much. pen on people. pen on.

uhhhhhhh. like taht uh.

my rabbit !

nose itchy. my class!

itchy again

the sun was beating down on me

like so extra i stand there. Nyaha.

they stood on the bench. coz im tall. HAHA

bended knees. im on bended knees!

capturing my hair. fuyohhh

uhhhhhhh. no idea. think it was finny hu took this pic. i never knew.

work buddies! lepak at telok blangah park hill

uhhhhhhh. blur blur! the 'oh god!' face

so there u go. my face in so many pics. have a look
to ur hearts content. nyaha
decided to let my pictures taken this year
never liked it
but now i noticed ive missed out on much memories
so i shld start saving them now
never too late eh?

so yeah. class took pics last week.
oh we are so united i must say. lol
might even be buying class tee!
tho not a fan of t shirts
but oh well
jiayi(ogl) jealous of our class
haa
dont be
u can always join us !
muaha

hols nxt week
gona revise and revise !
catch up with the class
need timothy's help on maths
lol

went out abit just now.
met zee(cuzz)
man followed(pri school fren)
met him with 3 other chicks
fariani,latifah and lydia
lol
the 3 of them also frm nyp.
ctp course !
lol
made new frens !
good ah
expanding my network
hahahahaha
oh well
they seem to be fun
shld ask for their number
hmmmm


crushy's become my like-ey.
haha.
she seems to be fun.
very hyper
tho weird in some ways
attracting.
oh she has awesome hair.
and a cute nose! haha
time will tell wahtever happens next
for now ill wait.

i LOVE this chase. time will tell. the result will show.

i was sleeping, the woke me up andddddd SNAP !

I dont remember wad i was pointing at

Hair was still dry ! zomg. look so girlgirl.

hah!  specs i bought in 2006. ><

schools been mentally tiring me out man,
and the travel home is a long journey
the time i get home
im physically weak
yet i cant go to sleep early
boooooooo!
so ive been overworking my body
yet i cant stop
hoping the break will be benefiting
then again i gota push my revision
poly shucks
ppl lie when they say poly is fun
fuck you shicknuts
u cheat my feelings


woke up late on thurs and skipped school
-..-
mcm gerek g2 kan
then went out to meet my old indon fren
he going sim soon
haha
hes still the same
with a new haricut
in which i really see no difference
ate subway
first time
haha
quite nice !
and filling !
i ate the beef
the indon guy(reza) bought
i forgot to pay my share
lol
then he went off to his brothers parent meeting session
hw was forced to go by his parents
since they are in indon
haha
i slacked at behind jp awhile
fagged
and watch ppl
and blasted
and fagged again
soon i was chugging towards woodlands
there again i waited @!
and blasted!
and fagged!
and spitted!
and fagged !
and wasted my money.
and my ass got hurting
and my feet got moaning
then saw zee(cuzz) and taht ais(brrr)
playing with tudungy's mane ntah
then they caled me
mcm
FINALLY
they say dah sampai
aku ckp aku tau.
zee ais tiara the tudung girl and the pimple girl

tiara had big boobs.
and she was wearing a mango tshirt
she said imagine mangoes.
and laughed her own ass off
went to search for a green shirt
for the tudung girl
since they wanted to all wear green to school tmr
earth day !
hell i took no part in it
they rp
i nyp
nyaha
then swee2 we went up escalator

THE BIG BRA SALE! at metro
tiara pointed and again
laughed her ass off
went in to green shirt-ing
and i looked at the sale
99for a bra !
at a sale!
u gota be shitting me
i cld buy jeans with taht
add a couple more -ty taht is
but still
at least ppl can see my jeans !
u dont show ppl ur bra !
makes no sense
yet i see ppl buying it
go home see urself in a pink bra with flowers get u high isit misses?
nyaha
oh well
one of countless things male wont understand about females

yesterday i had a party
or to go to lepak coz my fren going ns in the 4th
in the end decided to lepak
since i promised them firzt b4 tk contacted me
finished school and i got a comment frm eerah
"kiffy good mood today. no more emo2. finally"
i was like say waht?
i was emo this week?
ppl noticed?
zomg !
ahha
guess i was too tired
i really dn knw
but i do think i noticed i was a wee bit diff
but tahts not the point
the pont is OTHER PEPOLE NOTICED.
kiffy kiffy
oh well
since i went a-ok ! yesterday
guess ill be myself again
till of course fatigue bites in
booooo fatigue
u ruin my life
haha

oh yeah so so
went down to cck.
heard tath tk n jj was thr
so i went up to show my face !
saw jj tk wg hannah and kim
kim still blabbers on about ohhhh idk waht
hannh has braces!
further implies her gusi!
haa
then said hi
then bye
since kawa dah sampai(budak nk masuk ns)
jj pointed middle finger at me
i was llike ok !
i gtg now!
so i went off
and saw kawa
rambut dah tukar
haha
he saw me also stunned
ade cekak peh psl
but its ok
i definitely grew taller
since comparing my height with him
so happy !
haha
so chugga laga to je
met xianghe
and chug laga to vivo
met botak there
they go eat
me and kawa go 7-11 nk top up ezlink die
tapi rosak drg peh bende tu
so we went fagging ~
then met with the other 2 again
went to giant beli sprite and green tea and cups
then din buy ice
we went to ljs and xianghe ask for big cup of ice
he got a small cup
we laughed our asses off
kawa saw 3 girls noticing me
i tot i knew 1 of them
guess i didnt
haha
kawa said they were interested
i laughed even harder
then we took bus to safra
we texted iris to see when the bus was coming
it said 30 mins
the hell
just when we were about to flag a cab
the 145 came
eh bodoh
iris is useless!
lol


planned to go to mount faber
we climbed the wrong hill as we ask a man
we climbed telok blangah park hill
then ck said we can go voer to mount faber thru bridge
all connected one
we went all the way up and the map showed mount faber
the fuck far away frm us
hahahahah
we leapk at a nearby pondok g2
bahalol
so started to chug vodka
took the first gulp
fuyohhhhhh
the heat
the heat !
citrus not nice the pear was awesome
then i brought 2 thumb brand ground nuts.
played taitti
bluff.
ahhaha
i owned bluff !
never lose
but taiti lost
as normal
after 3 losses i told them
i confirm win liao ah !
and i did.
haha
take taht losers !
ck took off his shirt
i took off my hoody
saw taht ck had already done another tattoo
asshole never tell
was quite nice
made by visual orgasm
now he got joker and vampire girl(frm van hellsing)
all thats left is megatron
confirm lawa !
haha
slacked
fagged
drank
laughed
haha
it was fun
tho it was only 4
the other never came
even the one hu organised this
she was working
guess wad
she called at 11 at boonlay !
and say she can come down to our place now
we laughed like idiots
she was so the funny
trying to do wad also idk
we said we wanted to zhao liao la
no ice already.
no groundnuts also
i gave rationing
since we din want to finish it soon
haha
after 10-20 mins i will give each a certain amount of peanuts
hahahaha
they were all saying i was being retarded but like hey !
i saved it man.
i saved the nuts and prolonged its existence ok
yay me !~

so took bus to vivo
then mrt-ed home
pioneer alighted
then fagged
then went home
and dota
since months of not dotaing
i think i lost my touch
woooooooooopsy
ahha


otw hm crushy texted me
asked me entertain her
haha
made me smile
coz i was walking home and suddenly
*kabush theres a message for u*
and she said she was bored
haha
typical of her
soon i was home
bathed
then texted her again
and i got to know another thing about her.
haha.
i think i know another 2 things
oh well.
i slept late
woke up to housechores
now im gona anime-ing
kinda bored.
can say very bored ah,
grrr.
till then.
cya around,

i LOVE the night.

Man united.
chamions of bpl.of the world.
yet i dont feel much statisfaction.
they have not met expectations.
ronaldos too arogant.
i do hope u go away to real madrid.
may kaka franck and karim join the family
and rebuild our character.
we are deemed now as arrogant and hot headed.
and taht really aint a good remark by any means.

hows everyoneeeeeeeee eh
as it seems
my blog is not really tagged or read by many ppl
and so me blogging really makes no sense
so i do it irregularly
nyaha
as if it matterssssss

schools killing me
i feel like sleeping as the lecturer talks
i dont pay attention
even my listening prowess is of no use
shaikkkkkk btol
needa help
colin and tim
i so hope ull help me thru these dark times
make me not repeat
help me thru
ill repay u
i assure

so
im using cekak now
bought orange and green
looking for dark blue and pinky now
then maybe ill get other colours
oh and i need new nail buffers
mines like no use liao
nyaha

i got a haircut~

at 8 am. lol
then went to school
my fringe gone!
coz too curly
got conditioner so my hair can be straightened
hoping my hair will re-grow nicely. ;D

went to school with nerd hair.
then wore specs i bought in 2006. LoL
some ppl say its ok
some say nice
like the strawberry smelling girl
nyaha
so happy like that
LoL.
jershon i look like shaik. -..-
dont listen to him
nonsense
i need self esteem
nyaha

i LOVE being me. theres no one like me. NO ONE.



 

Tmr labour day !
or shldi say today
since its like 12/02 am
uhhh so going out later la
with cuzz
and some frens
i love my cuzzies man
i think we are like
so close
we might as well live under the same room
haha
oh well
thats just me




Poly begins. and gosh. dont ppl lie
they said poly wld be fun
slacked
but wtf !
c math!
applied phy !
organic chem !
biomolecular studies!
biomodeeling!
comms skills !

holy sxhit
i have trouble coping already !
and its been only 2 weeks!
u faggots!
u created such a dream in my head
went to poly with eagerness teeming frm my head
so excited to slack around
but noooooooo
wad i got is a tight schedules
effinf assignments
and going home at 5-6?
such a lead on
buggers

oh and uhh.

i din know v day has passed

lol

wth

never celebrated it

myabe thats y i cldnt recall it.

but wth !

i LOVE my cuzzies.

May ur firzt day at poly be inspiring!

tho i sit here at 4 am
i really am not thinking of poly
but wad the fuck did ferguson do
i mean like cmon
DIN U SAY QUINTIPLE !
u played youngsters
u threw away that game
i saw ur face
u were calm all the way
somethings not right
did u sign a bond with Evetrtons financer?
he jumped to the sky when they scored that deciding penalty
just getting into the finals must have made millions pour in
im depressed
he let ME down
he let us down
ill be waiting for ur apology. ass

i Love Man united. will always do.